[ ... how's she even talk about this... it feels a little embarrassing. ]

To be honest... I haven't been putting a lot of thought to it? I'm sort of just doing things one at a time, like focusing on Yesod and Netzach first.

[ she's a little apologetic, sure. but-- ]

I'm kinda relieved it hasn't come up again. Um, I guess I've gotten closer with Vergilius, and I'm really touched that he says he won't look away from me... He put me to sleep with a poem recently. Kaito's keeping busy as ever too, but I don't think he's avoiding me any either. [ as if her busy ass would clock it if he dared. ] Things are... okay. I just don't really know what I'm doing, even now.