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Malkuth ([personal profile] ignoreher) wrote2024-02-09 01:15 pm
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CHARACTER NAME Malkuth
CIVILIAN IDENTITY Elijah Weiss
TEAM Everlight
HOUSING NUMBER 015
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
[this is just how he normally says things wow]

i don't think other people could even if they tried

[But no, really. She has the force to do so.]

is that so. what a privilege. but to be so cruel as to not have any pictures after you say such a thing
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1/?

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ah.



okay help he. didn't actually anticipate this. perhaps he expected more of something like she sent before during his drunken stupor. this is]


[going to certain places he's never been.]

[there is going to be a Very Noticeable Pause here]
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2/?

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[At the same time, though]

[There's a definite flip of his stomach. It's both good and bad. This IS going to places he's never been. But he's unsure of it - as if he's uncertain if its really meant for him. As if he's a little nervous about what it could mean, that she sends him pictures like this after what they shared together.]

[Because he likes it, of course he does, he likes it very much, and it makes that flip of his stomach feel all the more heated, but she could be there dressed in baggy clothes and he could feel the same way, he thinks.]

[Is this....too much?]
immortalpoet: (maroon)

3/?

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 04:23 am (UTC)(link)



[damn though she really IS so beautiful like. fucking hell]
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4/4 we bring you more of verg's dumbass internal conflict on channel news 9

[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[.................right he does need to come up with a response.]

as i'm glad you don't. didn't you say you only send them to me? look at you


[ah. hm. he. feels very awkward suddenly because what do you Say WHAT DO YOU SAY]

[DOES HE EVEN DESERVE TO HAVE THIS??? FUCK]

[deep breaths here whoooooo]


the color as always is


very. very nice


[??!!??????????????? WHAT IS HE SAYING okay maybe he can salvage this]


a masterpiece



[...okay. Okay. maybe that's how you do it. anyways.]

say. is that a new photo by march i see there
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 05:11 am (UTC)(link)
im not and you know it

[Its because for him, its about the weight of the emotion, he thinks. Its about her smile above all. Its about holding her hand against his face, and the overwhelming comfort that brings.]

[But of course she's showing the photo. A glimpse of lifetimes ago.]


huh. i wonder how they procured this. from your memories?

you all look ready for a bright future.

but as it seems. and what you have told me. it did not come, did it
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Every face in this picture is gone, or different.]

[He thinks of Garnet.]

[He thinks of Charon.]


the sands of time are the hardest to swallow.

gabriel...your friend? what a tumultuous time that must have been. the death of a loved one. the fall. the attempt to build anew


can i ask> how did she die?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[She ended her life, over guilt.]

[A young one, allowing himself to be used for an experiment.]

[It brings up memories like bile. That man, indulging in dots. The corridors, winding. The children in tubes, then transformed, then monstrous.]

[It makes him hate the City all the more. This is why it deserves to be upturned, overturned, razed.]

[It also takes him a good moment to reply. As much as he wants to bite at his own open wound, he realizes how much of one it is for her, to share something like this.]


miss malkuth

do you want me to come over
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
alright.

[He will make a detour outside before he wanders over to her - nothing as major as getting a birthday gift yet, since he needs to think about it some more. But still, it feels he needs to bring something along.]

[After some time, he's knocking at her door. When opened, he's offering what he has in his hands with a light nod:]

[A cookie tin.]


.....I'm...assuming you like sweets. Since you like sweet drinks and all.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 03:40 pm (UTC)(link)
You're like a little firecracker.

[She's not in her sundress now, he notices. Not that he misses it - once again, she can wear anything she wants. It's all about her.]

[He comes in, pausing briefly before moving to her side to sit down on the bed. He's wearing his leather jacket today - and yes, there is the crown pin placed, almost inconspicuous, at one of his jacket pockets.]


I...wanted to cheer you up. If only a bit.
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 04:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[...The request is met with a brief stare, before he moves in, wrapping an arm around her to pull her into him, resting his head against hers with a plaintive little huff of a sigh.]

Tragedies like that, so buried deep, always sting like thorns. So even the happiness....feels tainted, in its own way.

[But then again, he thinks he misses those days, with the orphanage. When everything was so, so simple.]

Was she happy because she worked for L Corp?
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-23 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[...]

In a philosophical way, maybe it's impossible to get to know one another, to the depths of our souls.

[but,]

In a more factual sense...we're still learning much on each other. There's many things you don't know about me, after all.
Edited 2024-04-23 19:15 (UTC)
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-24 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
[Let me open the pages of my book to you first, she says. She places herself in his hands. The poet is allowed to pore through this ancient tome in the form of a woman.]

[He barely blinks at her admitting her dishonesty. He also has been dishonest. And so, he listens, with respect and an open heart.]

["The Seed of Light project", huh...]

[...]

[The more she talks, the more this book feels heavy in his scarred hands. He holds it closer, brushing his cheek against the top of her head.]


Why did....you, Miss Elijah, do something like that?

[He has an inkling. They talked about this, in some aspect. But it pains him - so he wishes to hear it.]
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[personal profile] immortalpoet 2024-04-24 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[A desperate, twisted impulse to be noticed. To mean something. To be loved. To be held in other people's gazes. To be considered, even if it was through a horrific end.]

[He feels a tremble in his hands - noticing the way her hands tighten, he reaches towards them with his own, splaying scarred fingers over them to gently clasp over them. His other hand pulls her in closer, closer, bangs brushing against her own hair to try to get her to look back at him.]


It may be another life, but...it was yours, at one point. There's nothing that erases that.

[His voice is quiet. He wanted Roland, the children, the ones he loved to live n a world where they could be happy. To understand and hear such unhappiness...how cruel that is.]

Even if the you of the past did something so...horrible to yourself. To do that as if to scream from the depths of your soul, like you were at the bottom of a pit...it was you. And I'm...sorry that the you of then suffered like that.

[Another sigh - he presses his forehead against hers.]

At least know...in this life, I'll hold you in this gaze of mine. I won't look away.

[Like he's done for those who are now long gone. That is his duty, now.]</small

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